Welcome to Decade of the Weeping Willow

"Decade of the Weeping Willow" is a blog about traumatic events that I have won victory over, a diary of my achievements massive or not, shining some light on my poetic side, and so forth. I am very capricious, so expect the unexpected while reading my words and prepare for bluntness to be present. This aside I certainly hope you will learn many lessons and have many laughs along the journeys that I have! Thank you and Father Bless!

Kimberly R. Murphy

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Hi and welcome! I'm Kimberly Murphy. My friends call me Kim but I perfer Kimberly instead. I am a twenty two year old college student at Eastern Shore Community and I am on the prowl for my major. My family mean the world to me, despite the fact that I am just beginning to know them. My friends are great and I consider them apart of the family. My religion is Christian. I have no denomination because I attend various types of churches. I am Bisexual. I am not your average woman in America. I am not ready to settle down, marry or to have children. Instead my focus is on my education and rebuilding my life. I am free spirited, caring, kind of serious with a sarcastic, dry, and witty sense of humor. I am definitely a prankster. I am introverted and extroverted once I warm up to people. I am daring, a risk taker, and I am a very stubborn individual. I am very strong. Nothing keeps me down. I am very intelligent and love learning new things every day. I view life as a pathway full of learning, experiencies, and loving others. I am optimistic. On occasions I can be a pessimistic, but it never lasts long. I love nature and animals the most. Gardening is one of my relaxing moments, besides reading a god encouraging and inspirational novel. I am calm and not very talkitive sometimes. There have been times where others wish I would be silent though. Overall I am simply me and always changing for the best.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Sex and Spirituality: One of the Same

Sex is the same as spirituality. When you are having an orgasim, you are at your highest level of spirituality, and unknowingly creating a special bond with your partner right then and there. Whether you admit it or not. There are some who wait until marriage. I am not at all against it. If that is something you believe in, then so be it. However I perfer to know what I am recieving before marriage. Love is definitely important. This is true. But for me, so is the sex part. I doubt I could stay married to someone who cannot perform sex unless I truly love them, where detaching myself would seem almost like murder. Some may view me as wrong for this, especially coming from a woman. But it is the truth, and probably spoken from my masculine side who bathes in sexual pleasures majority of the time.

My religion is S.S.P.R [Supernatural Spiritual Paranormal Religion], which has a page of its own here on my blog if you are curious to read about it. I believe that having sex, either with same sex or opposite, is the same as having a spiritual belief or worshiping a god/goddess. I see no wrong in it at all. If orgies creates a spiritual environment, then go for it. What your heart desires you should go after it. Unless it causes harm to to others. I live by one straight forward rule: Harm none. Let thy will be done. Hurting others is not in my religion, will come back in threefolds. I strongly believe in karma. So becareful in everything you do. Indeed this is my view on sexual intercourse and spirituality.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

"Give Me"

Give me love not war,
I can't handle violence,

Anymore,
My heart is too sore,
Tired of the silence.

I long for freedom,
We sure need some,
In this American kingdom.

Give me hope not death,
It's slowly taking my breath.

Just want happiness,
Not madness,
Nor sadness.

Give me laughter instead,
Positive things dancing in my head.

Is this too much to ask?
Too much of a difficult task?

Author: Kimberly R. Murphy

"Love"


Love,
What is it made of?
Sweetness,
Bitterness.
All combined,
It cannot be defined.

Love,
Does it come from above?
Angel dust and more?
An unknown realm to explore?
All combined,
Love simply cannot be defined
Author: Kimberly R. Murphy

"Her Beauty"

Her beauty leaves me in awe,
All of the time,
How I long for her to be mine,
How she makes my heart stall!

Her smile makes my heart skip a beat,
How her touch is so unique,
Her soul so sweet,
She definitely knocked me off of my feet!

Her long hair covers me while I'm laying beside her,
I can't hide my love from her,
As I snuggle closer to warm her,
This woman is a heart warmer!

Author: Kimberly R. Murphy


Saturday, December 4, 2010

Please Tell Me

Please tell me how my life got this way,
Where I fell down on my knees to pray.

Please tell me how my heart got filled with so much anger,
How I fell in love with a stranger,
How I put my own life in danger.

Lord, tell me please,
I'm down on my knees,
Make my pain cease,
Lord, tell me please.

Please tell me how I got this way,
Where my heart always has to pray.

Please tell me how You could wash away my sin,
Make my life begin.

How can You love me this much,
How can You win my soul by Your touch.

Lord, tell me please,
I'm down on my knees,
Make the old me cease,
Lord, tell me please.

You gave me a voice to sing of Your praise,
These are the gifts I will cherish all of my days,
Always,
Shall I sing of Your praise,
For indeed I was saved!

All because of You,
Lord, all because of You!


Author: Kimberly R. Murphy
Date: January 3, 2010